When you’re writing personal narrative of any kind, you become the de facto hero of your story. This thing happened to you. You survived it. You overcame it.
And now you’re writing about it.
As the how-to books will tell you, and as I will tell you, you’re the main character of your own story. You’re the hero. And you did do something heroic, something worth celebrating. You went on a hero’s journey and you made it home.
(I use the word “hero” here in a non-gendered way.)
When you get past all the viper-pits of shame and the judo-holds of imposter syndrome and the miasmas of despair, your work takes shape. Alas, you begin to think of yourself as a hero.
You find a publisher and then the heroism gets exceptionally potent, because the job of the publisher is to push the fact that you are a hero, so that your books will sell.
I want to tell you this. You are not the hero of your work.
Who is the Hero?
Your reader is the hero.
Your reader is the one who is showing up, looking for glittering jewels that will change their fortunes, and also looking for treasures to carry back to their people. The reader does the hard work of opening the mind and reading. The reader is the person who transforms.
Not you.
Levitate a Room
Once I was in residence at the glorious Vermont Studio Center. One evening a well-known poet came to speak. I happened to sit next to a witchy writer—I got that outspoken, potion-mixing vibe right away.
After the reading, as we left the theater walking side by side, the witchy writer said to me. “He is not a poet.”
“What?” I asked. A big full orange moon was glinting on a clocktower looming over the town.
“Those poems were all me poems. ‘Look at me.’ Those were not we poems. Poetry is about we. A poet should levitate a room.”
Years later I remember her words almost exactly.
“Me” Culture
Social media cultivates a “me” culture: look at me, watch me, listen to me, pay me. New York publishing creates a “me” industry: look at this new superstar or look at this old superstar. Whoever’s work is selling is the hero, and the way to make sales is hype. If enough money gets thrown at promotion, people will forget that a book, for all practical purposes, is unreadable.
(Don’t get me started listing the best-selling, award-winning, and unreadable books.)
I’m saying this loud and clear. I want you to remember where you heard it. Remember that Janisse Ray told you.
You are not the hero of your work. Your reader is. You may be a hero, but you are nothing without a reader, and the reader has to see themselves in your work. They have to see themselves as the main character.
You are an alchemist, a spell-binder, but not a hero.
What Zinn Said
One of my heroes is Howard Zinn, late professor of political science at Boston University, where he taught Alice Walker, and author of the truth-telling A People’s History of the United States. In an essay that became a small book, Artists in Times of War, Zinn wrote,
By transcendent, I mean that the artist transcends the immediate. Transcends the here and now. Transcends the madness of the world. Transcends terrorism and war.
How Do We as Artists Transcend?
We can recognize that our work is transcending the “I.” We can ground local or personal stories within the larger context of the common story. We can dare offer a reflection or a vision. We can let our hearts open to the other.
Then our job as writer becomes one of reading our own hearts and turning those meditations into story, remembering always who the real hero is and how lucky we are we get to do this powerful work.
A Few of Us Work Together on Wednesdays
Please feel free to turn on your camera and work together in silence on Wednesdays from 11:30-12:30 Eastern. If you need the Zoom link, you can get it by registering through Eventbrite. The co-working sessions are absolutely free.
Online Workshop: Write From Your Archetypes
I’ve arranged to teach a 2-hour workshop on writing from your archetypes, to be held live via Zoom on Thursday, Oct. 19 at 7 pm Eastern Time. The cost is $25.
Are you a sage? A jester? A magician? A creator?
Maybe a lover? A caregiver? A hero?
An explorer?
Each of us can claim a primary archetype and a few secondary ones, although all 12 of Carol Pearson's archetypes can be found within us all. (There are others beyond these 12.)
In my 2-hour evening workshop we will run through a quiz so that you can begin to identify your archetypes. We'll take a turn with each one, to understand what it represents in you.
Then we'll dive into what your archetype can mean to you in terms of your writing and how it can be put to work at your desk.
You'll get examples of writing from an archetype, as well as ideas on how to proceed.
A recording will not be made available. Please only register if you can attend in person.
As always, I hear you loud and clear and now I'll try to do better. The thing you said about letting the editor person push their agenda conflict for me. As a self taught, writer, I feel people who've been in it, trained in, know so much better than I do about things like this. And editor totally reshaped my new book. But honestly, I thought it was shapeless before and didn't know how to change that. I try to balance between letting an editor direct and force you and maintaining my voice, even when its crude or doesn't follow rules.
This is wonderful, Janisse. Thanks so much for posting it. Much needed just now - and won't be easily forgotten!